My love and Romance!!

Have you ever gotten ready for bed thinking about someone? I have, I know how it feels to lay in your bed hoping that the one you love is laying next to you, looking at you with a smile while realizing that you're all he ever wants to see when he goes to bed, or wakes up during the middle of the night or even in the morning. The person to share Christmas with or even the holiday known as Valentine's day (which originally was celebrating death) with. Someone who, when your having a bad day, he'll wrap his nice, warm and strong arms around you and look into your eyes and tell you that they are there for you! Or when you get upset or ticked off, he wont walk away, he'll sit there and talk to you and figure out what's wrong and then try to help the best he can!

I realized that finding a guy like that is very difficult, but to never give up trying, because if you do, you'll regret it! I thought I would never ever be loved and cherished the way I should. That every guy I ever date will treat me like crap and yell at me for random stupid things! I was wrong, I met this really adorable guy, who's a big sweetheart! So I figured, hey, why not right? If it didn't work out I'd still be where i was before, alone and useless! Yes, I realize everyone has their ups and downs, where they have a bad day and not want to talk to anyone not even their "other half". Although, if you stick with them, things will get better! I've only been with him for about 2 weeks now, but I can tell that him and I could possibly go places, even the places I never thought I'd get to due to my past relationships! Hurting is a part of life, You go through it, take a while to get over it, and move on. If you don't move on then you could take the chance of missing out on what you're supposed to find in life. You have to get hurt in order to find the right path to happiness. If you don't get hurt then you'll go through life thinking its easy as ever, then you get into the real world and it hits you when you least expect it!

But if you go to bed without your man in that bed, it can feel lonely. I do mostly every night and it doesn't help me out any. One night you'll feel his warm body up against your cool to the touch skin, and the next your covering up with double the blankets just to keep warm. Crying yourself to sleep if you can't have the one you love, or recently lost the one you love. Whatever the case may be, love hurts. But things do get better in time, you just have to wait, and give it time. Time will help you out, you just need to allow it to work its "magic" And then you'll be set!

Either way, Valentine's day is (as some people call it) "Magical" And in some cases i guess it could be! But not all cases.

So I hope you all have a wonderful Valentine's Day!

With lots of hope,

Kevin's girl!